Seasoned Against My Will


In response to Esther’s Weekly Writing Prompt

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Prompt Word: Taste


Dear Time,

You have the strangest flavor.

When I was young, you tasted like sugar – impatient and sparkling. I gulped you down in summer vacations and licked you off birthday candles. You were syrupy, endless, and embarrassingly sweet. I thought you would always dissolve kindly on my tongue.

Then you changed. Or perhaps I did.

You began to taste like grapefruit, sharp, unapologetic, impossible to ignore. You lingered at the back of my mouth after disappointments. You arrived metallic before difficult conversations. You left the faint salt of unshed tears.

You never asked if I preferred sweetness. You seasoned me anyway.

I used to resent your bitterness. I mistook it for cruelty. But now I suspect you were marinating me, slow and deliberate. Teaching me that not everything exquisite is sugary. That dark chocolate needs patience. That coffee requires courage. That some victories sparkle like champagne but settle into something quieter –  a warm, steady aftertaste of earned breath.

You taught me about acquired taste.

How solitude first felt like burnt toast – dry, unwelcome, and later became like well-brewed tea. How ambition once tasted like glitter and applause, but matured into something saltier, steadier, more sustaining. How even heartbreak, that metallic tang I wanted to spit out, softened into wisdom I would not trade back for innocence.

You have a wicked sense of humor, you know.

You let me crave things that would later exhaust me. You let me reject flavors I would someday cherish. You watched me chase sugar highs in people, in praise, in approval, and then quietly let the aftertaste teach me discernment.

And oh, that aftertaste. You are clever there. The applause fades. The room empties. The sweetness dissolves. And what remains is you.

Sometimes you taste like salt  – preserving what matters, stinging where I am still tender. Sometimes you taste like hunger, reminding me I am not done wanting, not done reaching, not done becoming.

You have refined me in ways I didn’t consent to but now understand.

You have stripped my palate of excess.
You have sharpened my discernment.
You have taught me that “good taste” is not what dazzles immediately but what nourishes quietly.

I no longer fear your bitterness. I no longer chase only sugar. I have learned to sit with complexity, the dark chocolate days, the citrus mornings, the briny afternoons of effort and resilience.

If childhood was candy, adulthood is a layered meal.
And you, Time, are the chef who never repeats a recipe.

I still have a sweet tooth. I still delight in warm doughnuts and melting chocolate and the sharp surprise of grapefruit (not all at the same time, I have learned moderation). But now I understand something I did not before:

It was never about flavor alone. It was about transformation. You do not simply pass.
You ferment.
You distill.
You season.

And in doing so, you have made me, slowly, stubbornly, an acquired taste to myself.

With reluctant gratitude and a refined palate,
Me.


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A Thousand Ways to Be Gentle


In response to Esther Chilton’s writing prompt this week:

SNOW

What are your thoughts on this week’s prompt?

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I arrive without footsteps.
No knock, no announcement,
only a quiet unlearning
of how the world thought it had to be.

I fall the way thoughts do
when the mind finally loosens.
I rest on rooftops, on shoulders,
on old arguments the ground
has been holding for years.

People look up, always surprised,
as if beauty must be scheduled.
Children open their palms to me,
trusting without instructions.
Adults watch from behind glass,
measuring minutes, inconvenience, consequence.

I stay.

I learn the language of shapes.
I memorize branches, street curves,
the soft commas between breaths.
Edges relax. Fences lose their temper.
Scars forget how sharp they were.
The city lowers its voice.
Even noise learns how to listen.

For a while, everyone agrees
to walk gently,
as if the world itself were breakable.

And from me, wonders multiply.

I scatter into snowflakes,
no two agreeing on how to be beautiful.
I become snowmen,
borrowed bodies of laughter
smiling bravely into borrowed time.

I tap softly beneath the soil
until snowdrops answer,
small white bells daring winter to hear them.
I lift a snowy owl into the air,
a thought made of feathers,
gliding between night and knowing.

I am play.
I am pause.
I am the courage it takes
to bloom in the cold.

But I am not meant to stay the same.

I grow heavier.
I forget my lightness.
I turn into sleet,
my doubts made visible.
I slip where I once soothed.
I remind them
that even gentleness can become difficult
when clung to,
that grace, held too tightly,
turns into weight.

Then the sun notices me.

It touches me without demand.
Light passes through,
and suddenly I am not just white,
I am blue and gold and rose,
a thousand hidden colors
waiting for warmth to speak.

People stop again.
Not because they planned to,
but because wonder
interrupts them.

And so, I let go.

I loosen into puddles, into mirrors.
I carry pieces of sky
into the streets.
Some walk over me.
Some through me.
Some pause, long enough
to watch themselves ripple and change.

I am no longer admired,
but I am still useful.
I move things forward.
I make room.

By evening, I am almost gone.
But something in them remains.

They walk a little slower.
They listen a little deeper.
They remember, without knowing how,
that beauty can arrive unannounced,
that change is not betrayal,
and that what disappears
does not vanish without teaching.

I was snow.
I stayed.
I became light.
And then, gently,
I showed them how to melt
without losing
who they were.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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