Between Pages


In response to Linda G. Hill’s Stream of Consciousness, #SoCS for February 7, 2026

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Prompt:

Your Friday prompt for Stream of Consciousness Saturday is “chapter.” Use it any way you’d like. Enjoy!


In a town where nothing ever changed, there lived an old bookbinder who was famous for one strange service.

People didn’t come to him to bind books.
They came to him to bind their lives.

Every evening, they would arrive carrying loose pages, crumpled, stained, sometimes torn clean in half. Some pages smelled like rain. Some smelled like hospitals. Some had lipstick marks, coffee rings, and tear-blurred ink.

And the bookbinder would sit them down and ask the same question, gently, like a prayer:

“Where does this chapter end?”

The people would blink.

Some would say, “It doesn’t. It can’t. This is my life.”

And the bookbinder would smile sadly and reply,

“That is exactly why you need a chapter break.”

Then he would take their pages and do something curious.

He would not erase the pain.
He would not rewrite the story.
He would not pretend the ugly parts were beautiful.

He would simply insert a blank page. A clean, silent page. And on that page he would write nothing. No title, and no explanation, no moral. Just… space.

The people would protest.

“What is the point of an empty page?”

And the bookbinder would say,

“So your soul can breathe. So your life can pause. So you can step out of what happened,
and stop living inside it.”

One day, a woman came with a bundle of pages heavier than all the others. The ink on them looked like it had been written while shaking.

The bookbinder opened her stack and asked his question.

“Where does this chapter end?”

She whispered, “I don’t know.”

So the bookbinder did something he had never done before. He didn’t insert a blank page. Instead, he tore one of her pages in half.

The woman gasped.

“That was my life!”

The bookbinder held up the torn page and said quietly. “No. That was your suffering. And you are not required to bind it into your identity.”

He placed the torn piece aside, inserted a blank page, and handed the rest back. The woman stared at the empty page for a long time. Then she said, as if she had just discovered a new kind of freedom:

“So I can start again… without needing permission?”

And the bookbinder nodded.

“You always could.”


And so, the parable steps aside… and life steps in.

We treat the word chapter like a literary tool, something neat, numbered, organized.

But in real life, chapters are not about structure. They’re about survival. A chapter is what your mind creates when life becomes too big to hold all at once.

It’s the way you make meaning out of chaos. Because without chapters, everything becomes one endless paragraph, and endless paragraphs are how people drown.

We think a chapter ends when something dramatic happens:

a breakup
a move
a loss
a job change
a betrayal
a wedding
a new beginning

But the truth is, most chapters don’t end with fireworks. They end with a quieter moment. A moment so small you almost miss it.

Like:

the day you stop checking your phone for their name

the first morning you don’t feel heavy

the first laugh that surprises you

the first time you say “no” without guilt

the first time you look back and feel… nothing

That is a chapter ending. Not because the world changed, but because you did.


A chapter is not time. It’s transformation.

Some chapters last years. Some last seconds.
Sometimes an entire chapter is contained in one realization…“I can’t live like this anymore.”
That sentence has ended more chapters than any calendar ever has.

And here’s what nobody tells you. We romanticize chapters. We love the idea of a “new chapter” because it sounds clean. Fresh.
Like a bookstore smell.

But most new chapters begin in the middle of mess. In the middle of confusion. In the middle of you still missing what hurt you. A new chapter doesn’t always start with hope. Sometimes it starts with exhaustion. Sometimes it starts with a whisper:

“Just get through today.” And that counts. That counts so much.


Some chapters don’t close. They loosen.

This is important. Not every chapter ends like a door shutting. Some end like a knot untying.
Slowly, quietly, one loop at a time.

You don’t notice it happening until you realize you can breathe again.


The most misunderstood chapter: the blank one

People fear the blank page. They fear the space after an ending. They rush to fill it. They rush into distractions, relationships, noise, explanations.

But the blank chapter is sacred. Because it’s not emptiness. It’s recovery. It’s the part where your soul stretches out on the floor and says:

“Let me exist without performing.
Let me exist without proving.
Let me exist without pain being my personality.”

The blank chapter is where you stop being a character. And return to being a human.

And finally, a chapter is not just something you live. It’s something you outgrow. And outgrowing doesn’t always look like strength.

Sometimes it looks like:

walking away without closure
forgiving without reconciliation
choosing peace over explanation
letting go of being understood
accepting that the story didn’t go the way you wanted

That’s not weakness. That’s maturity. That’s the soul learning punctuation.

A chapter is proof that your life is not one fixed story. It is a book that keeps rewriting itself.

And you…
You are not trapped inside the page. You are the one who turns it.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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Caramel Wisdom

What’s your favorite candy?

Caramel is not a candy,
It’s a tiny golden therapist,
Wrapped in crinkly foil,
Saying, “Breathe. We’ll get through this.”

I pop it in like a brave decision,
Like “I’m fine” when I’m clearly not,
And suddenly my mouth becomes a temple
Where all my worries are… forgot.

First it’s firm,
Like life when it pretends to be simple.
Like deadlines. Like heartbreak.
Like people who say, “Just be chill.”

Then it softens… slowly…
With the patience of old wisdom,
As if it’s whispering,
“Sweetheart, don’t rush your healing.”

It sticks to my teeth like memories do,
That one summer laugh,
That one goodbye,
That one moment I thought I wasn’t enough.

And I’m chewing on feelings now.
Literal.
Emotional.
Sticky nostalgia in a sugar tuxedo.

It tastes like childhood,
Like school lunch surprises,
Like that one aunt who smelled like warmth
And always gave extra.

It tastes like forgiveness,
Not dramatic, not loud,
Just gentle and golden,
Like a sunset learning to stay.

And for a second,
My heart unclenches.

Because caramel doesn’t sprint.
It doesn’t perform.
It doesn’t try to impress you.
It just stays…

Until it becomes part of you.

And that’s when I realize,
Maybe I’m allowed to be like caramel too.

Softening doesn’t mean breaking.
Taking time doesn’t mean failing.
Dissolving doesn’t mean disappearing.

It means you’re becoming.
It means you’re learning
That sweetness can survive pressure
And still taste like light.

So when life feels too hard,
When the day feels too sharp,
I remember this humble miracle:

Even the toughest caramel
Eventually melts.

And so will the fear.
And so will the pain.
And so will the heavy parts of me,

Until what’s left
Is something warmer.
Something kinder.

Something… sweet.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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I Think, Therefore I Tick


In response to Ragtagdailyprompt

RDP Saturday: Time

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A Story Before Time Begins…

In a village that did not appear on any map, there lived an old clockmaker who never sold clocks. People came anyway. They came with their wrists bare and their eyes full.

They came with the same question, dressed in different stories:
“Can you fix time?”
The clockmaker would smile and open a drawer filled with hourglasses. But these hourglasses were strange.

Some had sand that initially shot upward.
Some had sand that moved sideways.
Some had no sand at all, yet still ticked softly, like a distant heartbeat.

One day, a little girl walked in holding a cracked hourglass. “This was my mother’s,” she said. “It broke when she left.”
The clockmaker took it gently, turned it over, and listened. The hourglass made no sound.
No falling, and no rushing. Just silence.

The villagers watched as he began to repair it. He did not glue it. He did not replace it. He did not force the glass to behave. Instead, he placed it on the table and whispered something into it.

Then he said to the girl, “Hold it.”
She held it close. And suddenly, the sand began to move. Not fast. Not slow.
Just… truthfully.

The villagers gasped. “What did you do?”
The clockmaker shrugged. “I didn’t fix time,” he said. “I fixed the way it felt.”

That night, after the villagers went home and the little girl left clutching her repaired hourglass like it was a small living thing, the clockmaker remained in his workshop. The lamps flickered. The clocks continued their steady, indifferent ticking.

And yet, the silence between each tick felt louder than ever.

He sat at his desk, pulled out a sheet of paper, dipped his pen in ink, and for the first time in his life… he did not try to build time.
He tried to speak to it.

Dear Time,

I don’t know what to call you anymore.

A river?
A thief?
A teacher?
A miracle?
A wound?

You are the most familiar stranger I’ve ever lived with.

You’ve been beside me every single day, quiet, loyal, unstoppable, yet I still don’t understand you. I still don’t know whether to thank you or forgive you. Some days I want to hold you close like a friend. Other days I want to grab you by the collar and demand answers.

Why do you behave so differently for the heart than you do for the clock?

Why does one minute stretch into an eternity when I am afraid… but whole years vanish like mist when I am happy?

You are so unfair that way. You don’t slow down when I’m not ready. You don’t pause when I’m begging. You don’t soften when I’m grieving.

You simply move. And the worst part is, you move so normally. The tea still boils. The sun still rises. The world still laughs in cafes. People still make plans.

Even when someone I love is gone.

How dare you keep going so smoothly… when my whole universe has shattered?

And yet… you do.

You always do.

You continue, not cruelly, but almost… neutrally. Like you were never meant to be kind or harsh – only true.

But Time, I need you to know something:

You are not neutral to me.

You have fingerprints all over my life.

You have pressed yourself into my skin in ways no one else has.

Because I don’t actually remember you as hours or days.

I remember you as moments.

A laugh that made me forget my own sadness. A phone call that changed the shape of my future. A room I walked into and suddenly became my younger self again. A song that brought back the exact version of me I thought I had lost.

That is the strange magic of you, isn’t it?

You don’t just move forward.

You echo.

You hide in perfume. You live in handwriting. You sleep inside old photographs. You haunt the corners of houses. You appear suddenly in the middle of a random Tuesday when I smell something familiar, and my heart time-travels without asking permission.

You make me realize something I try not to admit:

The past isn’t gone. It’s just stored inside me. And that, Time, is both beautiful… and unbearable.
Because sometimes you bring back warmth. And sometimes you bring back regret.

Oh, regret.

You have given me so much of that.

You gave me those teenage years where I thought I had forever, where I was reckless with love, careless with words, arrogant with apologies I didn’t offer.

You watched me waste days waiting for the “right time.”

Waiting to be ready. Waiting to be healed. Waiting to be confident. Waiting to be chosen. Waiting for life to begin.
And, then one day, you held up a mirror and showed me the truth:

My life had been happening the whole time.

While I was waiting, you were passing.

And while you were passing… I was losing things I didn’t even realize were leaving.

Because you are the only thing I cannot earn back.

Money can return. Opportunities sometimes circle back. Even people, miraculously, can return.

But you? You never do.
You never turn around. You never apologize. You never come back holding what you took.
You simply keep walking. And I have to stand there and learn how to live with the space you leave behind.

Still… as much as you have taken from me…you have also saved me. I don’t say that lightly.

You are the reason pain didn’t stay sharp forever. You are the reason the edges of my heartbreak softened. You are the reason the wounds that once felt like open flames became quiet scars.

You didn’t heal me like a doctor. You healed me like the ocean.

You returned again and again, wave after wave, until the broken glass of my grief became something smoother, something I could finally hold without bleeding.

You gave me the slow miracle of becoming.
You gave me the ability to change.
You gave me the strange mercy of distance.

You turned disasters into lessons. You turned endings into beginnings. You turned the person I was, into someone wiser, softer, more careful with love.

Time, you made room for second chances. And for that, I owe you something. I owe you gratitude.

But you also made me realize something heartbreaking. You don’t measure a life by achievements.

You don’t care how busy I was. You don’t clap for my productivity. You don’t keep score of my milestones.

You are moved by tenderness.

You remember the small things.

The tea I made for someone when they were tired. The call I returned when I didn’t feel like talking. The apology I offered when my ego wanted to win. The hug I held a second longer. The silence I shared with someone who needed company more than advice.

Those are the moments you keep. Those are the moments that don’t disappear.

And perhaps that is the real tragedy and beauty of you:

Every day you give me a handful of sand…

and you never tell me which grain matters most.

You never warn me:

“This will be the last time you hear that laugh.”
“This will be the last time you sit in that childhood room.”
“This will be the last time you watch them walk away.”
“This will be the last ordinary day before everything changes.”

No.

You let life look normal right until the moment it becomes history.

And then, when I turn around, I realize…

the hourglass didn’t break.

It simply finished.

Time… I wish I had been braver with you.

I wish I had loved harder instead of assuming love would always be there. I wish I had spoken softer when I thought I was right. I wish I had stayed longer instead of rushing to the next thing. I wish I had said “I’m sorry” sooner. I wish I had said “I love you” more casually, more often, like it was breathing.

Because now I understand something I didn’t before:

You are not just passing. You are leaving. And I will never know how many “later”s I have left.

So I am writing this letter to you, not to bargain, not to plead, not to ask for more, but to finally stop treating you like an infinite resource. To finally stop living like I have forever. To finally stop postponing my own life.

Time…If you have one lesson for me, let it be this:

Make me present. Make me someone who notices. Make me someone who does not let love sit unspoken in the mouth.

Make me someone who understands that the most sacred thing I can give another human being is not advice, not money, not solutions,
but,

My attention
My presence.
My minutes.

Because you, Time, are the only currency that never returns.

And when my own hourglass runs out, quietly, like dusk,

I want the last thing in my hands to be this:

Not regret.

Not unfinished sentences.

Not “I meant to.”

But love.

The love I gave while the sand was still falling.

Yours,

A human trying to learn, how to hold what cannot be held


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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Mind Over Splatter

Do you need a break? From what?

Do you need a break?
From what?
From my brain,
That overachieving, caffeinated thought-police bot.

It doesn’t think, it runs a whole
International investigation,
Turning “I said hi” into a case
With charts and documentation.

I walk outside. The sun is nice.
My brain goes, “That’s suspicious.”
“Why is it shining that bright today?
Is this… psychologically vicious?”

I wave at someone. They wave back.
My brain says, “Pause. Rewind.”
“Was that a wave? Or was that…
A wave designed to undermine?”

I say “Good morning” to a friend.
My brain goes, “Oh dear LORD.”
“Did you say it too happy? Too flat?
You’ve started a social war.”

I laugh at a joke. My brain pulls out
A microscope and pen:
“Let’s analyze the laugh in depth,
Was it a nine or ten?”

I sit in silence. Peace appears.
My brain says, “Not so fast.”
“Silence is where regrets are stored.
Let’s binge your entire past.”

And suddenly at 2 a.m.
My brain, in full attack,
Shows me the time in 2007
I waved… and waved back.

It replays it like a movie scene
With dramatic violin:
“Look! You blinked too soon!
That’s where your downfall began.”

I try to sleep. My brain goes, “GREAT.
Let’s solve your whole life now.”
Then opens fifty tabs like:
“WHY YOU’RE WEIRD: HERE’S HOW.”

Tab one: That tone you used in 2019
Tab two: What if everyone hates you?
Tab three: Is your personality… too loud?
Tab four: Is your personality… too mute?

I roll to one side. My brain says,
“That’s avoidance. That’s a sign.”
I roll to the other. It says,
“That’s denial. Also a sign.”

I pull the blanket up. It gasps.
“That’s hiding. Emotional flight.”
I pull it down. It yells,
“That’s reckless. You’ll catch shame tonight.”

I breathe in. My brain goes,
“Did you breathe in correctly?”
I breathe out. It says,
“That was uneven. Respectfully.”

I open my phone for one quick scroll.
My brain says, “I’m alarmed.”
“You liked that post too fast.
Now you look emotionally unarmed.”

I don’t like the post. My brain screams,
“You’re cold! You’re distant! You’re rude!”
I like it again. It whispers,
“Now you look desperate. Intrude.”

I text, “LOL.”
My brain faints.
“LOL?!” it cries.
“That’s too casual. That’s too bold.
You’ve ruined seven lives.”

So I delete the text.
Then retype it.
Then delete it twice.
Then write: “Haha.”
Then: “😂”
Then: “Sorry.”
Then: “Ignore.”
Then: “Nice.”

Now my friend thinks I’m possessed
By a haunted autocorrect,
But no, it’s just my brain
Trying to be socially perfect.

I choose a snack. My brain calls in
The United Nations,
“Is this hunger? Is this boredom?
Is this childhood revelations?”

I pick a biscuit. It screams,
“YOU’RE SELF-SABOTAGING!”
I pick a carrot. It says,
“Stop performing. This is damaging.”

I drink water. It says,
“Wow. Trying to be healthy now?”
I drink coffee. It says,
“Wow. Trying to be anxious now?”

I take a nap. It says,
“You’re lazy. Shame on you.”
I stay awake. It says,
“You’re wasting time. Shame on you too.”

I try meditation, soft, serene,
My brain shows up in boots,
“Hello. I brought 800 thoughts.
Let’s all share our roots.”

A peaceful mantra fills the air…
My brain goes, “WAIT. HOLD ON.”
“What if the mantra is wrong?
What if you’re doing it…just to belong?”

I picture a calm, blue ocean.
My brain adds sharks and tax.
I picture a gentle meadow.
My brain adds emails, bills, and facts.

I whisper, “I need a break.”
My brain says, “From what, though?”
“Let’s define ‘break’ with bullet points
And a spreadsheet in a row.”

Then, plot twist,
I start to think,
“Am I overthinking this?”
And my brain throws confetti
Like: “YES! NOW YOU GET IT! BLISS!”

Because overthinking is a treadmill
That charges you a fee,
Where you run in place for hours
To arrive at… anxiety.

So if you see me smiling
Looking peaceful, calm, and bright,
Don’t be fooled.
My brain is in the background
Doing karaoke with my fright.

And it’s singing:

“DID YOU SOUND WEIRD?”
“DID YOU LOOK STRANGE?”
“DID YOU BREATHE WRONG?”
“DID YOU AGE?!”

Yes, Yes, I need a break.
From what?
From my brain’s nonstop show,
A 24/7 reality series called:

“THE AUDIT OF ME:
SEASON 400, EPISODE 01″How To Panic Bro.”


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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Brainspace Odyssey


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In response to Jim Adams’s Friday Faithfuls Challenge

Prompt: Mathematical Space

Respond to this Friday Faithfuls challenge by writing anything about a mathematical space, or you can discuss how adding something to a set will make the set more interesting, or you could describe the importance of being able to measure certain things, or you can contemplate on why having a customizable environment allows for the rigorous analysis of interactions between points or objects, or anything else that you feel fits….


The Rooms You Live In (Even When You Don’t Move)

In mathematics, “space” isn’t just the dramatic void between stars. It’s a far sneakier idea. It’s basically a rulebook for a world, one that decides what counts as near, what counts as far, what can touch, what can stretch, and what can exist together without causing chaos. It sounds abstract until you realize we do this all the time as humans. We build invisible spaces in our minds: spaces where certain thoughts are allowed, certain feelings are forbidden, and certain memories show up uninvited like they own the place. Math just has the audacity to admit it out loud.

In mathematics, “space” isn’t the romantic, twinkly kind where astronauts float gracefully and say profound things into their helmets. No. Mathematical space is more like a highly controlled sci-fi simulation – a universe with strict rules, invisible grids, and an attitude problem. It decides what counts as “close,” what counts as “far,” what can bump into what, and whether two things are even allowed to exist in the same reality without the whole system throwing a tantrum. Which, honestly, makes it less like outer space… and more like my brain on a Monday morning.

A quirky bad habit of mine is that I’m incapable of leaving science and math in peace. I can’t just admire a concept politely, nod like a responsible adult, and move on. No! My brain immediately starts poking it with a stick and asking, “Okay, but how does this help me survive Tuesday?” I drag elegant theories out of their pristine textbook homes and shove them into real life, into awkward conversations, emotional spirals, and the everyday chaos of being human. It’s not some grand intellectual insight.. It’s more like… an unsolicited coping mechanism.

Let me narrate a story as always…

There was once a woman who lived in a house with no doors. Not because the architect forgot them, no, the house had doors. Plenty. But she didn’t know they were there. Every morning, she woke up in the same room. She made tea in the same corner. She sat on the same chair. She stared at the same wall and called it “life.”

Sometimes, she heard laughter from somewhere beyond the wall. Sometimes, music. Sometimes, the soft sound of someone crying. And she would press her ear to the paint and whisper, “Where are you? I’m right here.”

One day, a child visited. The child walked to the wall, touched a certain spot, and pulled. A door opened. The woman froze.

“There was always a door there,” the child said casually, like it was the most ordinary thing in the world. “You just never had the map for it.”

And in that moment, the woman didn’t just discover a new room. She discovered a new way of existing.

Now the strange part…this is not a story about a house. It’s a story about you.

Because humans don’t live in just one reality. We live in many invisible “rooms” – mental rooms, emotional rooms, sensory rooms, memory rooms. And the most unsettling truth is this. You can spend your whole life inside a space without knowing its shape.

That’s where the human lens meets one of the most quietly powerful ideas in mathematics: the idea of a “space.” Not the starry kind. Not the NASA kind. The kind that decides what counts as close, what counts as far, what counts as connected, and what counts as possible.

The brain doesn’t think in facts. It thinks in landscapes. Neuroscience has a deliciously poetic problem. The brain is not a filing cabinet. It’s not even a library. It’s closer to a living city with winding alleys, shortcuts, dead ends, and mysterious bridges that only appear when you’re in the right mood.

When you remember something, you’re not “retrieving data.” You’re traveling.

When you panic, you don’t just feel fear. You get teleported into a specific internal territory: a narrow corridor where every thought echoes.

When you fall in love, suddenly your inner world expands—and everything has more room.

When you’re depressed, your inner world doesn’t become “sad.” It becomes small.

That’s the key. Your emotions don’t just change what you feel. They change the space you live inside. And once your space changes, your decisions change too.

What makes a “space” so human?

A mathematical space, when you strip away the intimidating costume, is simply a rulebook for a world. It answers questions like: what counts as “near,” what counts as “far,” what counts as “smooth,” what counts as “continuous,” and what counts as “connected.”

Now here’s where it gets thrilling from a human perspective. Your brain runs on invisible rulebooks too. And most of your suffering is not because of the events in your life… but because of the internal rules your mind is using to measure them.

The most routine human life is secretly a high-dimensional miracle.

Let’s take something painfully ordinary. You walking into a room full of people. Nothing “mathematical” seems to be happening. But your brain is doing something outrageous. It is mapping faces, voices, past interactions, social status cues, body language, tone, lighting, personal insecurities, the memory of what you wore last time, the fear of being judged, and the desire to belong, all at once.

And it doesn’t treat these as separate things. It blends them into one internal “position.” You are not just in the room. You are located somewhere in a multi-layered inner universe of meaning.

That’s why one person can walk into the same party and feel free… and another can walk into the same party and feel trapped. Same physical location. Different internal geometry.

Your habits are not repeated actions. They are repeated coordinates.

People think routine is about discipline. But routine is often something else. It’s the mind taking the same path because it’s the easiest path inside your internal world.

You don’t scroll because you love scrolling. You scroll because you know where that corridor leads. You don’t re-open old conversations because you enjoy pain. You re-open them because your mind has built a familiar hallway there. You don’t overthink because you want to. You overthink because you’ve lived in that room so long it feels like home.

This is where the idea becomes quietly revolutionary, to change your life, you don’t always need new motivation. You need a new space. A new set of rules for closeness. A new definition of distance. A new way to measure what matters.

The most dangerous thing isn’t being lost. It’s being lost in a space that feels normal.

If you’re lost in a forest, you know you’re lost. But if you’re lost in a mental space, a space where everything looks familiar, where every thought leads to the same outcome, you don’t call it being lost. You call it: “This is just who I am.” “I’m just realistic.” “I’m not good at relationships.” “I always mess things up.” “People can’t be trusted.” “I’m too much.” “I’m not enough.”

That’s not a personality. That’s a coordinate system.

Adding one new thing can change the entire world. Sometimes, you don’t need to overhaul your life. You just need to add one new point. One new habit. One new friend. One new environment. One new belief. One new sentence you tell yourself. Because the moment you add something new to your inner world, the shape of your world changes. It’s like adding a single chair to an empty room. Suddenly, the room has a place to sit, a corner, a center, and a new story.

This is why a small change can feel massive. Because it’s not just change. It’s a change in structure. Measurement is not neutral. It is emotional. Humans don’t just measure height and weight. We measure worth, success, beauty, relevance, love, achievement, productivity, and approval.

And the tragedy is this…we often measure the wrong things with the wrong tools. We measure love in messages per day. We measure self-worth in compliments. We measure purpose in income. We measure peace in silence, even when silence is loneliness. We measure success in speed. We measure healing in “being over it.”

And then we wonder why we feel exhausted. Because we’re living in a space where the rulers are broken.

Your brain is obsessed with “distance” – but not the kind you think.

Your brain is always predicting. It is always asking how close danger is, how near reward is, how far safety is, how likely rejection is, and how soon you’ll be hurt.

But the brain doesn’t measure these in meters. It measures them in meaning. That’s why a harmless comment can feel like a punch. That’s why a memory can feel closer than the present. That’s why a person you haven’t seen in years can still live inside you like they never left.

In your mind’s space, distance is emotional geometry. Higher dimensions are the secret life of the self. We pretend we’re simple, but humans are not one-dimensional. You can be grieving and laughing, confident and insecure, brave and terrified, loyal and resentful, healed and still tender, ambitious and lonely, all at the same time.

That’s not contradiction. That’s dimension. The self is not a single line. It’s a living structure with layers. And maturity is not becoming consistent. Maturity is learning to navigate complexity without collapsing.

The most profound human use of abstract space is this…your life is not only shaped by what happens. It is shaped by the space in which it happens.

Two people can go through the same event and come out different, not because one is stronger, but because they’re living in different internal worlds. One has a mind where failure means “I am ruined.” Another has a mind where failure means “I am learning.”

The woman from the beginning walked through the first door. Then another. Then another. And soon she found something strange. The house wasn’t a house. It was a mansion.

She hadn’t been trapped. She had simply been living inside a map that only showed one room.

Then she did something quietly devastating. She returned to the first room. She sat in the same chair. She looked at the same wall. But this time, she didn’t call it life. She called it “a room I used to believe was everything.”

And she cried, not because she was sad, but because she finally understood how many years she had spent calling a single space her whole universe.

That’s the human message inside mathematical space.

You are not stuck. You are mapped. And maps can be redrawn, not by force, not by willpower alone, but by expanding the inner world you measure reality through.

Sometimes all it takes is one new idea, one new habit, one new perspective, one new person, one new kind of courage, to open a door you didn’t know existed.

And suddenly, you don’t just change your life. You change the space in which your life becomes possible. Every future starts with a wider room.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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Love: Best Served On Time


In response to Jim Adams’s Thursday Inspiration #318

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Prompt: Treat


For this week’s Thursday Inspiration prompt, Jim offered us the word “treat.”
A word that usually arrives wrapped in sweetness – chocolate, cake, warm coffee, a surprise bouquet.

But I kept thinking: What if the greatest “treat” isn’t something you give…What if it’s how you hold someone’s heart while they’re still in your hands?

That’s why I chose the song: “The Reason”  – Hoobastank

Songwriter(s): Douglas Robb, Dan Estrin, Markku Lappalainen, Chris Hesse

Listen here:
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A small story before the song begins…

There once lived a man who was given a lantern.

Not an ordinary lantern,  this one was said to be enchanted. It didn’t light roads. It didn’t ward off storms.

It lit only one thing. The face of the person who loved you. When the man held the lantern, it glowed softly, steady and warm, as long as he remembered to refill it with simple things…

a kind word
an apology without pride
a touch that said “I’m here”
a moment of attention
gratitude spoken before sleep

At first, he was careful. He refilled it faithfully.
But slowly, like most humans do, he began to assume the light would always be there. He grew busy. He grew distracted. He grew certain. And so he forgot. Not in one dramatic moment. Not with cruelty. Just… with neglect.

One day, he looked up and noticed the lantern was dim. And the person beside him, the one whose face the lantern was meant to illuminate, was no longer shining either.

He panicked. He poured in grand gestures. He begged. He promised. He swore he had always loved them.

But the lantern had a strange rule. It did not run on late love. It only ran on love given in time.

And when he tried to light it again, he realized something heartbreaking. The lantern had never stopped working. He had simply stopped feeding it.

Now, Why this song appealed to me

“The Reason” feels like that lantern.

It isn’t a song about a villain. It isn’t a song about betrayal. It’s a song about a person who finally realizes that love doesn’t disappear overnight. It fades quietly, like a candle that was never replaced.

This song appealed to me because it captures one of the most painful truths of being human. Sometimes we don’t lose people because we didn’t love them. We lose them because we didn’t treat them like they were loved.

And that is a different kind of heartbreak, because it’s preventable. And yet, it happens every day.

The ache inside the apology

There’s a humility in this song that feels almost holy.

“I’m not a perfect person…”

That line lands like a knee to the chest because it’s the sentence we all carry at some point, tucked behind our ribs. Not as an excuse, but as an admission.

A confession that says, I was loved by someone patient. And I answered with carelessness. I was given a miracle. And I treated it like it was ordinary.

The narrator isn’t saying, “I didn’t care.”

He’s saying something worse – I cared… and I still failed you.

Because that’s how regret works. It doesn’t come from hatred. It comes from love that wasn’t expressed properly.

From the human perspective – how regret is born

Regret is a strange creature. It doesn’t arrive when you’re still in the relationship. It arrives when the relationship becomes a memory.

Regret shows up when you realize that the moments you brushed past were actually sacred…

the time they waited for your call
the time they wanted to talk and you said “later”
the time they looked at you hoping you’d notice
the time they forgave you silently
the time they tried one last time

Regret doesn’t scream. It whispers, and says:

That was your chance.
That was your chance.
That was your chance.

And you didn’t know. That’s the cruelty of time.
It doesn’t warn you when you’re spending your last day with someone’s trust.

Second chances don’t come easy

This is where the word treat becomes a knife. Because we live like love is renewable. We behave as if, there will always be another conversation, another weekend, another apology, another “I love you”, another chance to fix what we broke

But love is not always generous like that. Second chances don’t come by easy.

Sometimes the person you hurt has already spent too many nights crying without you noticing.

Sometimes they’ve already rewritten their self-worth in the dark because you weren’t holding it gently.

Sometimes they’ve already left, emotionally,  long before they left physically.

And when they finally go, it isn’t sudden. It is simply the final page of a story you stopped reading. This song knows that truth. It doesn’t romanticize regret. It exposes it.

Why “treat” fits this song perfectly

Because “treat” is a word about value. And value is shown not in grand speeches, but in daily choices.

To treat someone well is to protect their softness.
To treat someone well is to make them feel safe in your presence.
To treat someone well is to not make them beg for what should be freely given.

And the opposite? The opposite isn’t hatred. The opposite is carelessness. And carelessness is the most common cause of heartbreak. Not drama. Not betrayal, and not scandal.

Just… the slow starvation of affection.

The lesson this song gave me

“The Reason” gave me a lesson I wish everyone could learn before regret teaches it the hard way:

Love is not a feeling you have.
Love is a way you behave.

It taught me that, people don’t leave when they stop loving you, people leave when they stop feeling loved by you. And that the saddest part of regret is not losing someone. It’s realizing you could have kept them…if you had only treated them like they mattered while they were still yours.

A beautiful twist, and a final tear

Here is the part that breaks me every time. This song is not just an apology to someone else. It is also an apology to the version of yourself that you could have been. Because when you lose someone due to neglect, you don’t just lose them.

You lose:

the home you could have built
the laughter you could have had
the future you almost reached
the gentleness you postponed
the person you might have become if you had loved in time.

And sometimes, that’s the deepest grief of all. Not that they left, but that they had to.

So the song leaves me with a quiet, trembling thought:

If love is in your life right now…
if someone still looks at you with softness…
if someone still waits for you…

Treat them like the miracle they are. Because one day, you may be standing alone with your arms full of regret, whispering into an empty room:

“I found the reason…”

And realizing the reason arrived…only after the person you needed to love better, was no longer there to hear it.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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Leaf Me A Message


In response to Reena’s Xploration Challenge #416

Prompt:  Susurrus

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There was once a child who believed trees were lonely.

Every evening, as the light thinned and the world learned to hush, the child would sit beneath an old banyan and whisper secrets into its bark – small griefs, half-formed hopes, questions too shy for adults. The banyan never answered. Not with words.

But one night, when the wind moved differently, slow, deliberate, almost careful, the leaves began to speak.

Not loudly. Not in sentences. They spoke the way tears speak when they fall, the way breath speaks when it trembles.

The branches creaked and leaned into one another. The leaves brushed, retreated, returned. The roots, deep and unseen, passed messages in a language older than sound.

The child is listening, said one tree.
Then we must be gentle, said another.
We always were, said the forest.

The child felt it then, not hearing, but knowing. A warmth. A welcome. A truth so quiet it almost slipped away.

The next morning, the child told the world, “The trees talk to each other.”

The world smiled indulgently and said, “What a beautiful imagination.”

And the trees said nothing at all.

For a long time, we believed silence meant absence.

We assumed that because trees did not shout, they did not speak; because leaves did not argue, they did not feel; because forests did not move toward us, they did not notice us. We mistook stillness for emptiness.

But science – slow, patient, finally humble, has begun to catch up with wonder.

Trees do communicate. Through chemical signals released into the air. Through underground fungal networks, vast, delicate webs often called the wood wide web. Roots warn neighboring roots of drought. Leaves alert leaves to insect attacks. A dying tree sends its remaining nutrients to others, a final act of generosity before darkness.

This is not metaphor. This is measured, tested, observed truth.

And yet, truth still feels too small a word for it.

Because what science confirms, intuition has always suspected. That the susurrus of leaves is not random. That the creak of branches is not merely mechanical. That a forest is not a collection, but a community.

When wind moves through trees, it does not pass through them. It is received, interpreted and answered. Each leaf responds in its own way, some trembling, some swaying, some resisting, some surrendering. And yet together, they create one sound. One voice. A susurrus. It is conversation shaped by breath.

Isn’t that what a family is?
Isn’t that what a community is?
Isn’t that what a friendship group is?

We, too, are leaves on branches we didn’t choose, in seasons we didn’t schedule, in storms we didn’t invite.

And still, we communicate. Not always through the right words.

Sometimes through silence.
Sometimes through the way we show up late but show up anyway.
Sometimes through a “How are you?” that means “Please don’t disappear.”

We tell ourselves humans are advanced because we speak. However, meaningful conversations, also require a listener. We humans are rarely good listeners anymore.

We walk through parks with earbuds sealed tight, through forests with phones raised, through life with urgency drowning out subtlety. We name trees, measure them, cut them, plant them again and still fail to meet them.

But if we slowed down, if we stood still long enough, we might notice that leaves lean toward one another not randomly, but relationally. That branches avoid certain paths as if respecting boundaries. That some trees seem to shelter others instinctively, casting shade like a quiet hand on a shoulder.

We might notice that forests grieve.

When an old tree falls, the clearing feels different. The air thins. The light sharpens. Birds hesitate. Roots retract. Something has ended, and everything knows it.

This is not sentimentality. This is ecology layered with empathy.

We come from this language.

Our blood carries iron once held in soil. Our breath carries oxygen once exhaled by leaves. Our nervous systems respond to forests because they recognize an older home. Perhaps the reason a walk among trees softens us is not because nature heals, but because it remembers us.

One day, the trees will still be speaking.

They will whisper to one another about the way we once rushed past them. About how we named them resources instead of relatives.
About how we stood beneath their shade and never learned their names.

And still, still, they will offer oxygen.
Still, they will hold the soil together so cities do not slide into seas.
Still, they will murmur to seedlings, Grow. Try. There is room.

The tragedy is not that trees cannot speak.

The tragedy is that they have always been speaking, and we are only now learning how much we have already lost by not listening.

If this ever moves you to tears, let them fall quietly.

The leaves will understand.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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The Web We Weave (And Then Get Stuck In)

The most important invention in your lifetime is…

There have been many inventions in my lifetime. Some are noble. Some are useful. Some are so important they deserve their own national anthem.

But if we’re being honest, the most important invention of our time is the Internet.

Not because it made us smarter. And not because it brought the world closer. Not just because it helped science, medicine, education, democracy, and communication.

No. But also because it made it possible to watch a man in Sweden review a toaster for 47 minutes… and somehow feel emotionally changed.

That is power.

Let’s quickly parable because every great Internet story begins with a poor decision

Once upon a time, there was a village where everyone had a door. And on every door, there was a tiny hole. You could peek through it and see what other people were doing. At first, it was wholesome.

People peeked and learned recipes. They watched how others fixed broken chairs. They borrowed ideas. They shared wisdom.

Then one day, someone peeked through a door and saw a man arguing with a stranger about whether pigeons have feelings.

And the village said:

“Finally. Content.”

Soon, no one cooked. No one repaired chairs and no one slept. They just peeked. All day and all night.

They became experts in things they had never done. And the village was never the same again.

That village, my friend, was us.


The Internet: A Miracle Wrapped in Chaos, Sprinkled With Cat Hair

The Internet is like the greatest library ever built. Except…

the books scream at you

the librarians are teenagers with ring lights

and every third page tries to sell you protein powder

It is simultaneously:

a university
a marketplace
a therapist
a museum
a fight club
a dating app,

and a place where someone is currently live-streaming themselves eating noodles with deep seriousness.

And somehow, it works.Not neatly. Not politely.
But it works.

Before the Internet, Life Had… Silence

People forget how strange the pre-Internet world was.

Back then, if you had a question like:

“Can penguins have knees?”

You didn’t just type it.

You had to either:

1. accept ignorance with dignity
2. go to a library
3. ask a teacher
4. or bother your dad, who would confidently say: “Of course they do. Everyone has knees.”
And that would be the end of it.

The Internet changed that. Now you can find the answer instantly. And also, while you’re there, you will accidentally learn, how to build a raft, why Cleopatra may have been allergic to figs, and that some people believe the moon is a government lampshade

The Internet doesn’t just answer your question.
It gives you 19 new ones and a mild headache.

It Invented a New Human Type: The Expert Who Has Never Done Anything

The Internet created a glorious modern creature. The Person Who Knows Everything But Hasn’t Left Their Sofa Since 2018.

This person can:

diagnose a rare disease

give parenting advice

explain quantum physics

critique international diplomacy

and teach you the best way to cook steak…while eating cereal from the box. And they will do it with absolute confidence. The Internet didn’t just democratize information. It democratized certainty. Now everyone is sure. Even when they are wrong. Especially when they are wrong.

The Internet Made Time Weird

The Internet is the only invention that has successfully bent time. You open it for “two minutes.” You blink. It’s suddenly 2:47 AM. Your phone is at 3%. You’re emotionally invested in a woman restoring a 200-year-old rug in silence.

And you have no idea what day it is. The Internet didn’t steal our time. It stole our ability to estimate time. Before, time was measured in mornings, afternoons, evenings, seasons, birthdays and festivals.

Now time is measured in, scrolls, reels, tabs, notifications and “just one more video”

It Turned Everyone Into a Performer (Including People Who Don’t Want To Perform)

The Internet quietly walked into human life and said…“Congratulations. You now have an audience.” Even if you didn’t ask for one. Even if you don’t want one. Even if you just wanted to post a picture of your dog.

Now your dog has, followers, a fan base, brand deals and opinions in the comments section.

The Internet has made all of us public. Even when we’re private people. Even when we’re tired. Even when we just want to exist without being perceived. And that’s the twist…The Internet didn’t only connect us. It exposed us.

The Greatest Gift It Gave Us: “You Are Not Alone.”

For all its nonsense, and it has plenty, it did something deeply human. It made it possible for someone, somewhere, to feel less alone.

A teenager in a small town who feels misunderstood can find a community.

A new mother who is overwhelmed can find reassurance.

A lonely old man can watch videos of people talking gently, and feel a little warmth in the room.

Someone grieving can read a stranger’s words and feel seen.

Someone struggling can find a voice that says:

“Me too.”

And for all the chaos, that might be its most sacred feature.

The Internet: A Mirror That Never Blinks

If the wheel was humanity’s first great invention, the Internet is humanity’s greatest mirror.

It shows us everything – our brilliance, our stupidity, our generosity, our cruelty, our creativity,  our insecurity, our hunger for love, our fear of being forgotten.

It holds up the entire human condition and says:

“Look. This is you. All of you. At once.” And that is why it feels so overwhelming. Because it isn’t just information.
It’s humanity – unfiltered.

And, Here’s the thing. The Internet is not the most important invention because it gave us entertainment. It’s not even because it gave us knowledge. It’s the most important invention because it quietly rewired something ancient in us.

It changed what it means to be human. It made the world smaller. It made attention valuable. It made loneliness visible. It made love searchable. It made identity editable. It made people measurable. And it made all of us… reachable. Which sounds beautiful.

Until you realize…

Even the people who hurt you can reach you.
Even the noise can reach you.
Even the worst parts of the world can reach you.

And yet…Even kindness can reach you. Even healing. Even hope. Even a stranger’s sentence at 3 AM that saves you from your own thoughts.

So yes, the Internet is the most important invention in my lifetime. Because it gave humanity a new superpower…The ability to touch each other, across distance, across time, across silence.

And like all superpowers…It depends entirely on who is holding it. And what they choose to do with it.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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Brave Jelly and the Tint-Taker


In response to:

Pensitivity’s 3TC TTC Three Things Challenge #MM326

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Your 3 words are:

Jelly, Jaundice, Jovial


Sorry, I got a little carried away and let the story grow its own wings! 😄.

My kids absolutely loved the story, and I hope yours, enjoy it just as much.
Can’t wait to hear what they think!


In the town of Marigold, the sunlight had begun to look wrong. Not warm and not honeyed. Just… yellow. People still went about their days, buying bread, watering plants, sweeping doorsteps, but everything felt stained, as if the whole town had caught a strange emotional jaundice. Laughter didn’t land. Compliments sounded rehearsed. Even the birds sang as if they were trying not to disturb someone.

Mina noticed it first because of her jelly. She was famous for it, jars that tasted like memories. Raspberry that tasted like first love. Plum that tasted like childhood. Lemon that tasted like hope. Tourists came for the flavors, locals came for the comfort, and everyone left feeling a little lighter.

But one morning, when Mina stirred a fresh batch of Starfruit & Ginger, her humming stopped. The jelly didn’t sparkle. It looked fine. It smelled fine. It even set perfectly in the jar. But when she tasted it, it was missing something. It tasted like almost, like joy that had packed its suitcase and left behind a polite note.

That afternoon, a boy walked into her shop. He couldn’t have been more than nine. His hair was wind-messy, his shirt was buttoned wrong, and his face held the careful seriousness of someone who had overheard too many adult conversations. His name, he said, was Rafi. But it wasn’t his name that made Mina’s hands go still on the counter. It was his eyes. They were yellow. Not golden, not sunlit and not bright. Yellow like old paper. Yellow like a bruise made of daylight.

He stood in front of the jelly jars and stared as if he was trying to remember how wanting something used to feel. Then, in a voice so quiet it barely reached the air, he asked, “Do you have jelly that tastes like before?” Mina’s throat tightened. “Before what, sweetheart?” Rafi shrugged, and the shrug looked too heavy for his shoulders. “Before everything turned yellow.”

Mina didn’t answer right away. Instead, she walked behind the counter and opened a small cabinet she never showed anyone. Inside were jars Mina never sold, her secret experiments, her emergency miracles. She pulled out a jar that shimmered faintly, as if it held a trapped giggle. The label read: JOVIAL JELLY (Handle with wonder.) Rafi blinked. “That’s a real flavor?” Mina smiled. “It’s a real feeling.”

She unscrewed the lid and offered him a spoon. Rafi hesitated like joy might bite him. Then he tasted it. For a heartbeat, nothing happened. And then his face changed, slowly at first, like sunrise creeping over a hill. His eyes widened. His mouth opened. And he laughed. Not politely and carefully. He laughed like a bell tumbling down a staircase in the best possible way – bright, reckless, ringing laughter that filled the shop and spilled out into the street.

A woman passing by paused and smiled without meaning to. A man carrying oranges chuckled as if he’d just remembered a joke from childhood. A dog wagged its tail like the universe had whispered good news. The town didn’t change completely. Not yet. But the yellow tint wavered, like it had been startled.

Rafi wiped his eyes, still laughing. “What was that?” Mina’s voice softened. “A reminder.” Rafi looked out at the street. “My dad says the Sun is tired.” Mina frowned. “The Sun doesn’t get tired.” Rafi lowered his voice. “Then why is everything yellow?”

Mina stood very still. And in that stillness, she remembered a story her grandmother used to tell – one of those bedtime tales that felt silly until the day you realized it wasn’t. A tale about a creature called the Tint-Taker. It didn’t steal money. It didn’t steal objects. It stole tone. It drained laughter from rooms. It collected brightness the way some people collect coins. And when it stayed long enough, it made people forget they had ever been joyful at all.

Mina looked at Rafi and made a decision. “I’m going for a walk,” she said. Rafi’s eyes widened. “Where?” Mina tucked the Jovial Jelly into her basket. “To find what’s making Marigold sick.”

At the edge of town stood a hill called Saffron Rise. People used to picnic there. They used to bring kites and poems and flutes. They used to lie in the grass and laugh at clouds shaped like ridiculous things. But lately, the hill had been empty. The grass looked pale. The wind sounded like it was sighing. Mina climbed the hill, her basket knocking softly against her hip.

At the top, she found it. A creature curled beside a stone, half shadow, half cat, fur the color of sour lemon. Its eyes were dull gold, and the air around it looked stained, like light had forgotten how to behave. It lifted its head. Its mouth didn’t move, but Mina heard its voice anyway. “Why are you here, Jelly Woman?” Mina swallowed, but she didn’t step back. “I came to ask you why you’re tinting my town.”

The creature’s laugh was dry. “Tinting?” it murmured. “I’m simply revealing what’s already there.”

Mina narrowed her eyes. “And what is that?” The creature leaned forward. “Fear,” it whispered. “Grief. Exhaustion. People who smile like they owe someone rent.” Mina’s fingers tightened around her basket. “So you feed on it.”

The creature’s eyes glimmered. “I don’t feed,” it said. “I collect. And once I collect enough, the town will forget how to shine.”

Mina’s heart hammered. But then she did something unexpected. She sat down beside it. The creature blinked, startled, as if no one had ever chosen closeness instead of battle. Mina opened her basket and unscrewed the jar. She held out a spoonful of Jovial Jelly.

The creature recoiled like it had seen a weapon. “What is that?” Mina smiled – soft, brave, real. “A taste of what you can’t steal.” The creature hissed. “I don’t want it.” “I know,” Mina said gently. “That’s why you need it.”

Then Mina did the boldest thing of all. She took a bite herself. The jelly bloomed in her mouth like a small festival, like music in the ribs, like warm hands, like a room full of people who actually mean it when they ask how you are. And Mina laughed.

Not because something was funny. Not because life was easy. She laughed because she refused to let the world decide the color of her spirit. Her laughter rose into the air like a bell calling home.

It struck the creature like a sudden wind. The creature trembled. Its yellow fur rippled. Its shadowy edges shivered. “What are you doing?” it snarled.

Mina wiped her eyes. “I’m being jovial,” she said. The creature’s voice cracked. “You can’t be jovial when things are hard.” Mina leaned in, her voice low and steady. “That’s exactly when you must.”

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For a moment, the creature stared at her as if she’d spoken a language it had forgotten existed. Then, slowly, like a hand opening after years of clenching, it leaned forward. It tasted the jelly. At first, nothing happened. Then the creature blinked. Its eyes softened. A sound came from it, not a hiss, not a snarl. Something like a sob. The yellow around the hill began to lift, like fog being chased away by a stubborn sunrise.

“I was made from forgotten laughter,” the creature whispered, voice breaking. “From jokes people didn’t tell. Songs people swallowed. Smiles people postponed.” Mina’s heart tightened. She reached out and placed a hand on its head. “Then you don’t have to be a thief anymore,” she said. “You can be a reminder.”

The creature trembled. “Who will I be?” Mina smiled. “Something softer,” she said. “Something that returns what it once took.” The creature’s harsh lemon-yellow melted into a gentle gold. Its shadowy edges warmed. And then, astonishingly, it purred.

When Mina returned to Marigold, the sunlight looked normal again. Not perfect. Not permanent. But honest. People spoke a little more. Smiled a little easier. Remembered, faintly, that they were allowed to be light.

Rafi ran up to Mina, breathless. “The yellow’s gone!” he cried. Mina knelt and showed him her basket. Inside, curled like a sleepy cat, was the creature, small now, and golden, and oddly adorable. Rafi stared. “That’s… what did it?” Mina nodded. “Yes.” Rafi frowned. “But it’s cute.” Mina smiled. “Most monsters are,” she said, “once they’re finally understood.”

That night, Mina made a new jar. Not Jovial Jelly. Something deeper. Something that didn’t pretend life was easy, but insisted it was still worth living brightly. She labeled it: BRAVE JELLY (Best served when you don’t feel like it.) Because she had learned the truth Marigold needed most: joy isn’t the absence of darkness. Joy is the light you insist on keeping anyway.


© Rohini 2009–2025.
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Unplug The Scoreboard


In response to Ragtagdailyprompt.

RDP Thursday: MASTER

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On the first day I met him, the Master of the game was sitting behind a desk that looked like it had been assembled from old report cards, broken trophies, and apology letters. The room looked like a customer service desk for the universe. Above him, a sign blinked in exhausted neon

WELCOME TO LIFE. PLEASE SELECT DIFFICULTY.
There was a counter. A squeaky chair. A stale bowl of mints that had clearly survived multiple lifetimes.

The Master didn’t look like a wizard. He looked like an exhausted man who’d been yelled at by every human being since the invention of ambition. He was stamping papers.
APPROVED. DENIED. APPROVED. DENIED.
Each stamp sounded like a tiny rejection letter. I cleared my throat.

“Hi,” I said. He didn’t look up.

“Are you here to complain,” he asked, “or are you here to pretend you’re fine?”

“I …” I began. He finally looked at me.

“Both,” he said. “Classic.” I sat down.

“I want to win,” I said. The Master nodded like he’d heard this a million times.

“Of course you do. Everyone wants to win. Nobody wants to play. They just want the trophy and a good Instagram caption. “He slid something across the desk.
A controller. It was old, scratched, and sticky in a way that suggested it had been held by sweaty hands full of hope. I stared at it.

“What is this?” “That,” he said, “is your life.”
I blinked. “My life is a controller?”

He shrugged. “Metaphors are cheaper than therapy.” He pointed at the blinking sign above him. WELCOME TO LIFE. NO REFUNDS.

“So,” he said, “what level are you on?” “I don’t know.” He leaned forward.

“Are you currently trying to prove your worth to people who barely remember your birthday?” “…yes.”
“Level Four,” he said instantly. He flipped through a file.
“Ah yes. Level Four is where you try to become impressive enough to finally feel safe.”

He looked up. “How’s that going?”

I laughed once, hollowly. “I feel like I’m losing.”

The Master sighed. “No. You’re not losing.” He tapped the desk. “You’re grinding.”

I frowned. “Grinding?”

“Yes,” he said. “That thing where you keep doing tasks hoping one day the game will say, Congratulations! You may now relax without guilt.”

I stared at him.

“That’s… exactly what I’m doing.” He nodded. “Most people do. It’s the biggest scam in the game.”

I leaned in. “So what’s the secret? How do I win?” The Master reached behind him and pulled out a massive golden trophy. It was huge, ridiculous and shiny.

It said: SUCCESS. He held it out to me. The trophy hummed slightly. Not in a magical way. In a power-hungry vacuum cleaner way. I reached for it. The second my fingers touched it, I felt… something drain out of me.

Not blood. Not energy. Something worse. My personality. I snatched my hand back.

“What the hell was that?” The Master placed the trophy down gently. “That,” he said, “is the part where you become impressive but dead inside.”

I stared at the trophy like it might bite. “So success is bad?” He rolled his eyes. “No. Success isn’t bad. But it’s needy.” He leaned forward. “Success has a habit of asking for your soul as a monthly subscription.”

I sat back. “So what’s failure, then?”

The Master smiled. “Failure is the game’s way of saying: You are still human. Congratulations.”

That annoyed me. “I don’t want congratulations,” I said. “I want results.” The Master nodded like a doctor hearing a patient say they’d like to stop having organs.

“Okay,” he said. “Results. Let’s talk.” He pointed to a shelf behind him. It was filled with prizes people had won – Trophies, medals, titles, certificates.

There was even a dusty award that said: MOST LIKELY TO BURN OUT

Every single item looked impressive. Every single item looked unloved. Like a museum of things people thought would save them. The Master said quietly, “Most people win the things they wanted… and then immediately feel nothing.”

I swallowed. “That’s… depressing.” He shrugged. “Depressing is honest. You’ll get used to it.”

I sighed. “So what do I do? If winning doesn’t work and losing feels awful?” The Master leaned back and folded his arms. “You stop confusing the scoreboard with the game.”

I blinked. “The scoreboard?” He snapped his fingers. The room behind him changed. Suddenly I could see it: A giant glowing scoreboard.
It was listing things like:

LIKES
SALARY
STATUS
BODY
PRODUCTIVITY
HOW MUCH YOUR EX REGRETS YOU
HOW MANY PEOPLE THINK YOU’RE ‘DOING WELL’

I stared at it. “Oh my God.”

The Master nodded. “Yes.”

I whispered, “That’s what I’ve been playing.” The Master said, “Exactly.”

He stood up and walked over to the scoreboard. Then he did something shocking. He unplugged it. The entire thing went dark. And for a moment, the room went so quiet it felt illegal.

I stared. “You can do that?!” He looked at me like I’d just discovered water. “Yes,” he said. “But most people don’t. Because they’re addicted.”
I frowned. “Addicted to what?”
The Master leaned in. “To being seen.”

He pointed at my chest. “Most people aren’t trying to master life. They’re trying to master the performance of life.” That hit me like a brick wrapped in a motivational quote.
I swallowed. “So, what is mastery then?”
The Master smiled. “Real mastery,” he said, “is when you stop letting the game humiliate you into obedience.”

I stared at him. “That sounds… nice.” He nodded. “It is. It’s also terrifying. Because you lose a lot.”
I frowned again. “Lose what?” He walked to the back of the room where a hallway appeared, like it had been waiting. The hallway had doors. Each door had a label.

WINNING
LOSING
SUCCESS
FAILURE
LIVING
DYING

At the very end, there was one small door with no label. Plain wood. No glow. No drama. I pointed. “What’s that one?” The Master’s voice dropped. “That’s the door people avoid.”
“Why?”
He smiled. “Because it doesn’t come with applause.”
I stared at the door. “What’s behind it?”
The Master said, “Your actual life.”
I laughed nervously. “My actual life?”
“Yes,” he said. “The one where you don’t do things to prove you deserve to exist.”

I walked toward the door. The other doors started making noise, trying to tempt me. From SUCCESS, I heard praise. From WINNING, I heard clapping. From LOSING, I heard my inner critic sharpening knives. From DYING, I heard a strange calm.
But the unlabeled door said nothing. It didn’t promise anything. It didn’t threaten anything. It was just… quiet.

I turned back.
“If I open it,” I asked, “do I finally win?”
The Master laughed. Not meanly. Like someone laughing at a tragic misunderstanding.

“Oh no,” he said. “You lose.”
My stomach dropped. I stared at him. “Then why would I open it?”

He stepped closer. “Because it’s the best loss you’ll ever have.”
I frowned. “What do I lose?” The Master counted on his fingers.

“You lose the belief that you have to earn rest.”

“You lose the need to be impressive.”

“You lose the fear of being ordinary.”

He paused.

“And you lose the idea that your worth is a score.”

I stood there, stunned. “And what do I get?” I asked quietly. The Master’s voice softened. “You get to be alive,” he said. I put my hand on the handle. And just before I opened the door, the Master said one last thing: “Most people think the Master of the Game is the one who always wins.”

He smiled.

“But the real Master…” He nodded at me. “…is the one who can lose without vanishing.” I opened the door. And for the first time in my life, nothing was keeping score.


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